Wednesday, January 20, 2010

I'm losing hope in everything....

So tonight I was just given some shitty news,I will not go into detail with it to avoid dealing with any drama,but that and a lot of the latest events have really gotten my spirits down. I am feeling dreary about my life,my bands,my friendships,and most of all my family.

Some people just pull some ridiculous bullshit and expect everyone else to be okay with it,when in reality they are pulling us down to the depths in which they are sinking,my once hyped up and pumped up band is starting to feel dead and lifeless and it upsets me because I have put in a lot of hard work,time and money that I dont even have into this,and most of all I have made a risky choice for a close friend just so he can be a part of it and because of the actions of a few people it is starting to turn on us and make everything stressful and difficult.

It honestly annoys me,makes everything feel twice difficult even if its the most simplest of tasks.

All I ask for is a clean break after all this bullshit,and just straight success.I have suffered and broken my back for so many bands in the past and now I am ready for my share of fame,fortune,and most of all happiness.

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